I spent a day with BORDERLINE PERSONALITIES (BPD / Emotion Regulation Disorder)

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    AnthonyPadilla

    I spent a day with people who have Borderline Personality Disorder to learn what it’s like to live with this highly misunderstood personality disorder.
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    ❗️BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER RESOURCES:
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    ▸ National Education Alliance for BPD - borderlinepersonalitydisorder...

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    ▸ MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (DID) - ltheat.info/phone/vaizdo-ra-as/maRvgXxupJKprHc
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Angelou Debedout
Angelou Debedout

🔴🔴🔴Anthony! I love your vids! Thank you for doing this. Please do one on GAD! (Generalized anxiety dissorder) 🔴🔴🔴🔴

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AuroraRae Country
AuroraRae Country

As a BPD diagnosed individual, my psychiatrist has agreed with me on something that I found via a support group on Facebook.. most of the members state that the stigma is lessened when we describe it as "Emotionally Unstable Personality" (to my psychiatrist, it, in actuality, is not a "disorder" but more of how our personalities developed due to early childhood traumas, people/places/environments we were raised around).. The DSM and those involved in it's editing really need to reconsider how to define and describe this as more of the personality itself and not a disorder.. it's less stigmatizing than Borderline Personality Disorder.

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Monica Lopez
Monica Lopez

can you please do people with aspd please

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Conkadonk🎶
Conkadonk🎶

@Savannah Rae As in? "Get a grip" of "your" "self" ?

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Conkadonk🎶
Conkadonk🎶

Bpd and Eddd are different and conflict , Not all with Emotional dysfunctional disorders are Bpd

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Em
Em

This video is an awesome way of bringing awareness to BPD, it puts it into perspective. Thank you for creating quality content that helps erase the stigma around different mental health issues.

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kurve
kurve

sarah could get it fam

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Dallas Greenwell
Dallas Greenwell

I was beyond stoked when they mentioned DBT (naturally lmao). As soon as I saw this video I was hoping someone mentioned it. I went through nearly 10 years of treatment with different psychiatrists and therapists. And no matter how hard or what they tried, they couldn't make any headway with me at all. I almost didn't even try DBT once I finally did find it because I was getting so discouraged. Low and behold it was the last treatment I ever needed thankfully. I'm not perfect but I can enjoy life again and I feel so capable now. P.S. It's not just knowledge you gain. It's skills you take with you the rest of you're life and always improve the more you use them.

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Mira's Edits
Mira's Edits

Tw/cw: sh, suicide, vent// I might have BPD. my uncle who is a social worker and works with people with mental illnesses says i show a lot of symptoms. Of course, because I'm a teenager I can't get diagnosed and hopefully my personality will change and ill grow out of it. But right now, I have huge emotional outbursts but because I'm so afraid of being abandoned (like I've always been abandoned) I just repress it, and take it out on myself or the people who love me unconditionally (my family or occasionally very close friends) and it sucks cause I hate hurting people. My selfharm hurts them too, though. So I either treat people horribly or treat myself horribly and I'm not meant to do either but I don't really have a choice, since if I repress it it'll all come out eventually in the same way, but it might be worse and might involve suicide attempts, which 2ould of course hurt those I love as well. And I can't TELL the ones I love that I either selfharm or treat them horribly because then they feel an obligation to let me treat them horribly which is manipulative and awful of me. So I never have a choice and I'm just stuck in a constant cycle of fear, and pain, and oh God my mood swings are so bad and everything sucks and I can never enjoy anything because im too worried about being a horrible person, or people's perception of me, etc etc. I also have ADHD so I get sensory overloads and such and thats difficult because I have huge loads and waves of emotions combined with them too and I can never catch a break.

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theflowerhead
theflowerhead

< 18:46 Bipolar can commonly rapid cycle in one day/days/wks/months. That's actually not where we differ as much as you think. It's called "rapid cycling". I feel that's important for a maybe confused person to know. Bipolar is all about moodiness and intense emotions, but our mania is unique and our crashes can leave you immobilized. Mixed State you feel conflicted like maybe very exhausted but very awake, restless but desire rest or sleep.

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BORDERLINE RIOT
BORDERLINE RIOT

In a world where 'boys don't cry' and 'women are not equal to men' , Borderline is not only NORMAL, but NECESSARY

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Monica Gomez
Monica Gomez

I think I might have borderline personality disorder but I’m not sure if it’s that or me just really messed up in the head or both idk, I’m confused.

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TigersEye
TigersEye

I love this channel sm dude Im so so thankful someone is out there putting this positive info into the world and actually talking to people dealing with the issues you're talking about

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Shrimps are swag
Shrimps are swag

I have bpd and im only 14😭💀

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ॐ Boi
ॐ Boi

Spend a day with Animal Rights Activists

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Lisa Hewes
Lisa Hewes

Diagnosed with BPD and hospitalized right before the pandemic hit. Had to move back in with my parents at 33 years old and ended an 8 year relationship with my boyfriend. The two friends that I thought of as my best friends told me a few years ago that I was not their best friend. They said this within a week of each other. The fear of abandonment is very real and unbearable when that fear comes to fruition. I no longer have any close friends and I haven't been able to work in over a year and a half and counting. I only recently started counseling so I really hope the money is worth it. Time will tell. I hate my life, but I don't wanna die. Thank you for making this video. It was definitely triggering, but I needed to watch it and hear from others with BPD. Thank you!

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T. L.
T. L.

me, a person with BPD listening: Anthony: Have those with BPD found a way to live in harmony with their unique perception of the world, or- Me: nono, the other option

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Aesthetically Blue
Aesthetically Blue

So I have a question, idk if anyone with bpd gets this or it’s it’s own thing. But I’ve heard people with bpd mimic others and their personalities and such, but do they do that to a larger effect? Like does it get to the point where they obsess over that person and try to become/be more like that person to a point that’s basically invasive? Even multiple people at once which causes more self confusion and extreme distress? Probably linking back to very low self worth and seeing someone and liking them more than yourself but it subconsciously gets taken to a much larger extent. Sorry that’s a lot, I don’t know how to word it well. I doubt anyone really knows tho :/

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owen w.
owen w.

my older sister is intensely abusive and has severe bpd she was born with that she refuses to properly treat. i believe that she is truly evil. i used to think that all people with bpd are like that, and some certainly are, but it's good to know that some people with it do genuinely care about the consequences their actions have and try to get better

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Moza G Smith
Moza G Smith

Threatening someone with a disorder, or just anybody really, to not do something anymore is just going to mean they aren't going to come to you for help anymore. You're severing your trust with them, you're showing them that you're not somebody they can talk to and get help from because instead of giving them advice or pointing them in the direction of good advice you've told them that your reaction to their problem is to shut them down if they continue to talk to you about it. You'd think a psychologist would be smart enough not to make that mistake

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Reine sans roi
Reine sans roi

I have BPD and I watch these videos to learn more about this disease because I don’t even get it myself entirely

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King BumWorthy
King BumWorthy

I watched you as a kid. I have bpd, its horrible..i love you for making this.

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Jessi V111
Jessi V111

I’m really wondering if I have this

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King BumWorthy
King BumWorthy

I'm sorry you feel that way.

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King BumWorthy
King BumWorthy

I do have it

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Tyler Knorr
Tyler Knorr

I honestly wish I could "love" this video, rather than just "like" this. Thank you so much, Anthony and guests, for helping me to better understand myself, and former loved ones, via this video. It's an unbearable condition to live with at times, and beyond incredibly hard to explain to family, friends, and my favorite people, in a way that they can truly comprehend. BPD is a serious mental health issue, and I only wish that it would gain more traction and understanding in the mental health studies community. (Let alone the community at large...)

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Mollyishere
Mollyishere

I have always felt crazy and chaotic with myself growing struggling with abandonment issues and trust issue until I realized there was such a disorder. Like most disorders BPD its usually caused by trauma. I will say my obvious solution is to go and get a diagnosis. But there is a big part of me that doesnt want a check up because Im afraid to face my reality.

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Elysant Clemons
Elysant Clemons

My best friend, who I'm like very much in love with has borderline. And it's hard for him and for me (I'd also like to mention I have severe bipolar disorder, so my emotions are everywhere) I've done months of obsessive research. Trying to find ways to help him, and help myself deal with the things he does, or feels. Lashing out over small things, getting easily annoyed. He will sometimes say or do really mean things. And hes sat down and talked to me about how there is like this voice yelling at him to stop while hes doing these things but he cant. Hes extremely impulsive. But like they said, the love they have for people they love is so intense. I've never, ever met someone so caring and supportive. Hes slept in his car with me because I didnt want to go home and had no where else to go after my mom found out about my self harm scars and took pictures and screamed at me on the way to my birthday party my friends parents were throwing for me and her because we share the same birthday. Hes gone out of his way so many times for me. It's crazy because people who know him think hes this big jerk, and no one believes me that he has such a sweet side. But it's there. And like idk, I just love him so much. It really can be hard, because there are a lot of things that like yk? But I literally love him so much. And I seriously hope I never, ever lose him. It takes a lot to like deal with everything but I'd never change it for the world.

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Talya Gerrard
Talya Gerrard

Holy shit this is what I have! I have been diagnosed since I was a kid and medicated for BPD but my parents didn't know how to explain it to me so they told me it was Bipolar because it was something I was more easily able to understand. So this whole time I thought I was Bipolar even though when I learned more about Bipolar it didn't quite fit how I felt. I have bpd and that understanding feels really good.

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bodhi
bodhi

Thank you for making this video. I have recently been diagnosed with BPD and I am crying during this video. I understand these people so much. You handled it with a lot of grace and again, thank you.

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Nyke Murakami
Nyke Murakami

Fact: in the Game Doki Doki Literature Club its confirm that Yuri has BPD / Borderline Personality Disorder.

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Nyke Murakami
Nyke Murakami

@Candle Lynx yup you can search in Google.

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Candle Lynx
Candle Lynx

Really?

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Rainbow Roses
Rainbow Roses

After a bit of research, I feel like I might have BPD. I match many of these symptoms, and I don't want to be worried, but maybe I should be? I'm a teen with a terrible and strict mom who doesn't consider my mental health in any situations, so I'll just wait until I'm an adult to get these things diagnosed

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Jazzmin
Jazzmin

Anyone considering starting a relationship with a Borderliner should really educate themselves about the disorder, and think twice about if this is something they're prepared to deal with. Things will probably be very nice at first, but it all goes downhill, it gets very dark very fast, and you'll most likely end up being constantly manipulated and abused, even physically. It is a nightmare to be ruthlessly abused by someone who believes that you are the source of all evil in their lives, when shortly beforehand, at the beginning of the relationship, they believe you to be the source of all good in their lives. It is always one extreme and then the other, very good and then VERY bad, and for Borderliners its always the others' fault. Of course, people with BPD didn't choose to have this disorder, but that has nothing to do with the fact that you must protect yourself from harm and abuse.

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gretel show
gretel show

Sounds to me bpd is just defective humans lacking self control and r narcissistic... no pity

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loverrlee
loverrlee

“People with BPD already have that fear of abandonment to throw on top of someone they trust to not abandon them - a therapist - to get abandoned by them must be terrible.” Exactly. 😭 I was told I *might* have BPD or Bipolar, but that I would need to be referred out to a therapist because the psychologist who heard my story (I had mistakenly been in tears telling her my life story, thinking it was her job to care not judge me for my crying) had told me point blank that she couldn’t help me, and that I’d need to contact another therapist in my area. She gave me a sheet of about 10 numbers and I called every single one but nobody called me back. It’s essentially like they’re telling you you’re a lost cause without ever even meeting you. It makes me feel like I’m truly broken and beyond repair. And people wonder why we have the highest suicide rates. 💔

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loverrlee
loverrlee

The world tells us everyone is scared of those with BPD and then they wonder why we are the most likely to die by suicide 💔

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S B
S B

Only watched a minute and a half of this but I’m thinking “shouldn’t the title of the video be ‘people with borderline personality disorder’ as opposed to ‘borderline personalities’”? I know that whatever word choice won’t appeal to everybody though.

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Jasmine King
Jasmine King

I really love this channel but I think his views and watch time would be higher if the structure for each interview was different like maybe the same general idea but u get it. Too much repetition can get on my nerves. ps this is not hate just my opinion

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BritishInvasion91
BritishInvasion91

Thank you for this.

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Koi
Koi

This was the video that made me get up and want to get my diagnosis. These people gave me hope that medications and therapy would do something for me, as I was really at my lowest and felt like there were no other options. I was sent to a mental hospital 3 times (my decision) and have been in DBT therapy, given new medications, and been professionally diagnosed with BPD. Thank you, Anthony, you're a life saver.

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ege
ege

i can relate to these people 100%, i'm not really sure if i have BPD but its certainly very possible. the exact same thing happened with my first relationship (as what happened with Greg). the worst thing is that you dont realize what you're doing wrong until its too late, in my case i was just trying to be myself but i ended up trying to be in touch with her ALL the time. now that i think about it its probably better that she left me, my emotional outbursts and constant presence was just too much for her, i pretty much ended up being toxic without being toxic, if y'all know what i mean. dating with BPD isn't exactly ideal, nor is meeting new people. in my case pretty much nobody understands that most of the time i am simply not in control of my own emotions

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Cceider
Cceider

I have BPD myself and sometimes it's a nightmare

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Randy Random
Randy Random

I didn't knew I had this untill last weekend

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Toby Ford
Toby Ford

Why do you always fall out of the ceiling?

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Organizer.Spaztastic C
Organizer.Spaztastic C

After a lot of stuff going on in my life, I'm investigating the idea into whether or not I have some sort of personality disorder, so watching this was really nice. But dang, as an author wannabe myself, that story about ripping the covers off of books physically made me double over lol

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Jill W
Jill W

I don't like the two Extremes in the intro it's kind of weird to put everyone in either one or the other of two categories. Other than that love your videos

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banana Rose
banana Rose

My BPD developed from childhood trauma, due to my dad beating me and my siblings ect, doing self harm and trying to kys is a big thing, I’ve tried overdosing many times in the past four years, I was in and out of hospital due to doing that, I always feel like crap sad, tired, angry just so many feelings in one, I’m in a very dark place right now and honestly I don’t know what to do anymore I feel so alone I feel just everything, idk anymore but thank u Anthony for doing this video

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banana Rose
banana Rose

I too have BPD and it’s hell, I hate it so so much🥺😩😣

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阿什利
阿什利

I views rn are exactly 1,500,000

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BethDWriter
BethDWriter

I know I have anxiety and depression,. I think there's something else, but unfortunately I can't afford therapy. I can barely afford my medicine

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katt58
katt58

My brother has bpd and this has really helped me understand him and his actions.

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ShowTimeWithBrandon
ShowTimeWithBrandon

Through my life, I have started out with 2 disorders, but have since grown to 4. I started out with BPD and MDD, but many years later also got diagnosed with CPTSD and Asperger's Syndrome. None of these are fun. AT ALL. I wake up, go pee, chug water, smoke a cigarette, watch youtube, go to sleep. The fridge and microwave are within arms reach of the chair. That's my life. I found a secret spot to smoke so I won't be bothered by people and sleep with earplugs. Someone said on YT today that they don't date transgender people and I went off on them for over 2 hours. My ex fiance didn't want to pick up the phone during an argument so I sent pictures of me crushing her perfume bottles and said I won't stop until she picks up the phone. When she did pick up, I spent over an hour telling her how bad of a person she was. I was the type that if I had a weak phone signal I would call customer service and threaten to sue the company into bankruptcy for fraud (charging for a service you aren't providing). One time, I got mad that my computer was too slow. So I kicked it. Hard. It hurt my toe, that made me angry. I picked up my desk and threw it across the room. I would use the s**ci*e threat all the time as a way to force someone to listen to me. This is not a disorder that I would wish on anyone. I have so many scars on my arm from cutting that I can't even tell them apart anymore (top of bicep to bottom of tricep, shoulder to elbow). I've been in a lot of pain. Between the age of 6 and 7, I went through 9 psychiatrists, 2 of which actually quit the profession entirely. During 2020, I have been through 4. Borderline Personality Disorder is no joke. It kills. It hurts. It destroys. And it tortures. Once, someone asked me for 25 cents and I snapped and yelled at them for 5 minutes. I went into a bathroom and punched a wall so hard I got a boxer's fracture. Over what? 25 cents? I was put on Remeron which slows my brain down so it is physically capable of saying "slow the fuck down". Without Remeron, I am physically incapable of controlling rage. I went 37 years without it. I have destroyed a lot of relationships. Borderline Personality Disorder, and Major Depression Disorder are the 2 worst tortures I could imagine. Lucky me, I have both.

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Daynaaa
Daynaaa

thank you so much for this. my boyfriend has been misdiagnosed with bipolar when he really has bpd and this video has really helped him come to terms with it. thank you so much.

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Crimson Random
Crimson Random

Please next video with ASPDs!

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Molly xo
Molly xo

I’m married and have BPD, I had so many abusive, toxic relationships and then met my husband. He is the most supportive, understanding person & is just lovely. I think the most important thing in our relationship is that he listens to me when I’m splitting and is brilliant and knowing when to help me work through it and how to help me calm down xx

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Molly xo
Molly xo

I’m from the U.K. and have BPD - in the U.K. it’s known as EUPD and I don’t like it. I think it’s negative so identify as BPD.

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Deja mackie
Deja mackie

I got an ad for DBT therapy during this video 😂 convenient? I think not!

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bestaboth Worldz
bestaboth Worldz

This is me to a T

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if you were to die i would eat you
if you were to die i would eat you

i think i know for sure that i don’t have bpd but i’m a really sensitive person and i experience strong emotions and i just really want to say that people with bpd are really strong for staying strong throughout really intense emotions along with many other symptoms that can make everyday feel really difficult, i’ve always felt like there’s no one else in the world who experiences such strong emotions so im really glad that i got to be educated as well as feel less alone, to anyone with bpd out there that feels like no one would want to be their friend, i promise there’ll always be people willing to embrace your intense emotions and feel them with you !

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Allie Tracy
Allie Tracy

an Anthony Padilla is something I’d get from Taco Bell

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Wilby suit
Wilby suit

I got an ad for this just before

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CrownClown Creations
CrownClown Creations

I "fear" that my das has BPD and NPD. He's always been like this, and it's driven almost everyone in his life away from him, and has caused all his family members, and especially his children a lot of harm and trauma. At this point, I barely feel any love for the man, and I never feel the need to be around him. But still, it saddens me to see him be so self-destructive. I've only recently found out what BPD and NPD entails. He's never been diagnosed, but he honestly checks out on 99 % of the symptoms. The problem is, a part of me really want to talk to him about it, because if he can acknowledge he has problems, he can get the help and treatment he needs, to live a more fulfilling life. But because of the narcissism, I doubt he would ever listen to me, if I sat down at talked to him about it..

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Jackie Cole
Jackie Cole

I have BPD and this video helped me a lot. I find it quite hard to get help, because like they said professionals often don't want to deal with us. I've even been kicked out of a therapeutic boarding school because they said they didn't want to and couldn't deal with me.

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Bubblecrepe Nav
Bubblecrepe Nav

Almost started crying because mom put mayonnaise on my burger bun last night, I don't like mayonnaise. I need a therapist...

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just leave me alone
just leave me alone

I have bpd and i have been in a 2 year relationship with my boyfriend. it’s very difficult, but i consider myself very lucky since my boyfriend is very patient and understanding. the best thing you can do is communicate with your partner, tell them whenever something is bothering you… let them know about you therapy and what you are learning, show them videos like this… ask them to let you know when you are being irrational and let them know in advance what you’d like them to do (in my case a hug makes me feel better). communicate, maybe do a few therapy sessions together, tell them everything and work on yourself to make them happy :) its hard, but love makes everything possible (also humor is a great helper, but remember to set boundaries)

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Miffy
Miffy

Can you do Dependent personality disorder please

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Abby Jackson
Abby Jackson

i will say as a person with bpd i’ve been with my boyfriend for 3.5 years. it is possible to have a stable healthy relationship. it might just take longer to find the right person

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Abby Jackson
Abby Jackson

i was diagnosed with BPD this year - my difference is that ALL of my emotional turmoil is internal, i don’t lash out on others, it feels like i’m physically being squeezed and suffocating but i don’t know how to let it out other than in self destructive or mutilation. it isn’t easy lmao

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guess who
guess who

I'm kind of tired of the comments wallowing in self-pity, talking about bpd like they can't deal with the feelings... Go to better therapy. It takes time and patience, but recovery is possible.

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Kai
Kai

Hello! As someone who dates someone with BPD, I would really appreciate some tips on how to make them feel comfortable and happy in the relationship

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Pebbleflight
Pebbleflight

No cause the google search thingies (the blocks with search questions + answers) when you search “borderline disorder” are disgusting

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Motsidisi Rankwe
Motsidisi Rankwe

Before I got my diagnoses I always wondered why or how people could do this living thing like why were they so intent on living because for me it was a constant storm and emptiness. so i have a heard time understanding some people's reactions and emotions because they do not match mine

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Empty Mice
Empty Mice

I have a lot of symptoms of BPD but too you to get a diagnosis. And my parents won’t let me get any therapy for anything.

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Kira Adams
Kira Adams

I have BPD

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Madison Galli
Madison Galli

I want to see interviewing people with DPDR disorder so bad! I would love to be on it omg

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Madison Galli
Madison Galli

@Heythere Nordic oh girl me too... no one understands how terrible it is till they experience it :(

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Heythere Nordic
Heythere Nordic

Me too, but I’d probably Get to numb to be able to talk about it and feel as if What I’m saying is exaggerating.

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Maryjane Joyce
Maryjane Joyce

I already suspected that I had borderline personality disorder. This just made that stronger by the number of times that I went “I know how that feels. I know how that feels too. I feel that 80 times a day.”

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Andrea Caldwell
Andrea Caldwell

Hearing other people talk about something I think I’m alone in, made me feel a little relieved. I don’t know or have met anyone with bpd to have any other perspective than mine so it’s kind of cool to hear people explain it in different ways I haven’t thought of.

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Caitlin Albers
Caitlin Albers

I feel like my friend might have this. We'll all be happy for a bit and then she'll just start crying, or she shows us poems explaining how she feels. Then she'll be fine.. She explains it as, a switch goes off and then it goes on again. Its driving us crazy. Shes tried to get help but her parents keep telling her its hormones. I've been searching for an answer. As the person in the group who knows a bit about mental illnesses, I'm responsible for finding out whats wrong with her. Please help and give me an explanation. I doubt she has bpd but I just want an answer.

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Earth Signs
Earth Signs

i (a person with bpd) dont like it when people call me "borderlines" because that just makes me remember the mountains of therapists who turned me down just for having bpd.

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Nyxie The Wolfayfay
Nyxie The Wolfayfay

I constantly go through moods like... hella inspired to mega depressed to hella inspired, and so on, so forth. I prolly don't have BPD tho.

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King Nin
King Nin

For a few months before this video was uploaded, I was desperately trying to find out what was wrong with me. I saw your DID video first, and thought maybe that could have something to do with my constant changing of beliefs, mood, etc., but nothing else added up. Then, shortly after, this video was released, and EVERYTHING was a match. I then went to do a bunch of research for myself, and was convinced I figured it out. Then, I talked to a phycologist who confirmed it, got therapy, and here we are. It's been many months, and I feel like there's been no progress. I still have hope though. Making other people laugh has made me happy, so if I can manage to keep doing that while also helping with others' emotional struggles WITHOUT hurting anyone or myself, I think I can really pull through. I just wanted to thank you for this video, Anthony. Without this, I would still be lost in the dark right now. I now understand my disorder, which has given me a way to explain myself. Even if I haven't made much progress other than that, I think that's at least *something*. I hope everyone else out there with BPD is doing okay. If I ever am successful in my chaotic entertainment of others, I will put my voice towards helping help others with this hellish disorder. I wish more people understood BPD. That's what I will put my life towards.

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Ming's World
Ming's World

I find it interesting- cause looking back at this video again, I can partly relate to things each person (including what Anthony himself) said in the video. Especially Anthony talking about sadness and how it feels like it happens for no reason sometimes and beating yourself up over it. And the guy talking about how just that 1 day his girlfriend decided to stop talking to him- how it affected him so much- and the abandonment aspect of it. And the guy talking about the puzzle pieces- like depending on that other person to complete you, as a crutch.

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Ming's World
Ming's World

When YouTube *for some ODD REASON* Unsubscribes me from your channel even tho I know for a fact that I was subscribed before 😤

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Emily Rose
Emily Rose

I swear everything these BPD people talk about feels so normal to me. I’m honestly shocked that this isn’t seen as a normal behavioural trait. So confused now lmaoo

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Emily Burns
Emily Burns

I’m getting testing in the fall. It’s looking just like this.

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Moony
Moony

I wish you well on your journey fellow human

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RedLife
RedLife

I related so muccchh to what Stacy was saying like omg... The incomprehensible shame, the unjustifiable rage, the exaggeration and fluctuations of emotions, the fear of abandonment and loneliness.

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Victoria Proctor
Victoria Proctor

My ex gf has BPD and its very extreme for her.

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roknroly
roknroly

I feel I have mild bpd

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Oliver
Oliver

People with BPD fucked me over so much, my ex had really bad BPD and left me broken, depressed, stripped off my personality, friends, feeling safe, increased my panic attacks and my self work. I have never been as much physically and emotionally abuse. I do understand that not everyone is the same and people with bpd who decide to treat it and get better are extremely brave to be ready to improve. I just hate how everyone sympathises with people with BPD and not the survivors of their narcissistic/ toxic abuse.

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Kitty Cam
Kitty Cam

Living wiTH BPD i HAVE COMPLETE EMOTIONAL DISREGULATION, It like my idle speed is higher then others.

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Tianaz Bryant
Tianaz Bryant

My mom says im bipolar but bpd sounds more like me

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ghost moth
ghost moth

as someone with bpd- thank you so much

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samearradrake
samearradrake

If you haven't done it already, I think one of the next interviews you should do is "I Spent a Day with People with Narcissistic Personality Disorder."

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Mel Tolf
Mel Tolf

I think I might have BPD but I'm 14, almost 15 and I can't get any help, any tips? :)

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Strawberry Senpai
Strawberry Senpai

I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and tbh my mom always said i was over sensitive or "very dramatic", i would cry over small things and get get angry just as easily and when it ends i just feel this overwhelming guilt of treating myself so horribly because i end up doing something implusive (tw) as of scratching my arms or biting my lips or arms in fits of anger or sadness as of saying i deserve this if im sad and take it out on myself because i was just so mad i dont realize what im doing. I dont know if i do have this tbh, im probably not but this did open my eyes to something new and even though i dont have this it comforts me in a way that makes me feel not alone anymore in a way because ive always been bullied for being sensitive and over dramatic.

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Niki
Niki

a couple of weeks ago, one of my classmates at school who i've never really been friends with was showing me her AP art pieces (focused about different mental conditions to get more attention on them) and one of her pieces was focused on BPD. i asked her what it was, because i didnt know, and she explained to me what it was and what it was like and told me it was something she struggled with every day. i was still pretty damn confused, because i'd always associated BPD with bipolar disorder and didn't really know the difference, so i promised her i'd look into it a bunch so i can understand it better since she said she'd appreciate that, and honestly woah. this is pretty wild. myself, as someone who has never been very emotionally expressive internally or externally, can't really understand feeling overwhelmed with feelings because i haven't experienced that type of exhilaration(?) in years but i cant imagine how hard it is day in and day out for people with this diagnosis. i couldn't ever imagine my classmate being anything like the way the media portrays people with this disorder to be, so im unsurprised but unimpressed with the horrible depiction of it, but you all must be so sweet and considerate.

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Deejay
Deejay

I am not religious, neither am I very spiritual but this!...this just blew me away...hit me like a ton of bricks....search this on youtube, 'You Be the One that Wins Your Self Back'....just to help even one person would make me feel so good.....another thing I been doing is going solo camping...taking some books for self help, diary, walking and being one with nature.... practising mindfulness...it has really helped me....I am from the UK and there are 2 names for this disorder....first and oldest name is Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD and the new one is called Emoitional Unstable Personality Disorder, EUPD....If you are reading this....I see you, I feel you. I am you......Dee diagnosed with BPD.....this video is so good thank you...Oh yeah! highly recomend a site on here called Borderline notes you will find a lot of experts ther...also Dr Fox on here....

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Mickey Lecompte
Mickey Lecompte

I just started watching these videos and I’m already so appreciative of them. It’s helping me understand people with disorders other than my own. Anthony does a great job making people feel understood and listened to. Like I said, I appreciate it. From the bottom of my heart.

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MeloMewo
MeloMewo

Since BPD roots from childhood trauma, I don't know why people think people who are diagnosed with it are "manipulative", or "toxic" or just bad behavior in general They literally just have a disorder that they got BECAUSE they HAD TRAUMA They need help, not neglect. And if you have BPD, you are valid 👍

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What Did You Just Call Me?
What Did You Just Call Me?

It’s a nasty generalisation, BPD and a lot of mental illnesses have had such poor representation due to ignorance and what people want to think about said illness. If one who suffers with this said illness, does something unacceptable, then everyone suffering from said illness, will be tainted the same brush by the media. Labelling mental health sufferers as “no good” in a society that is horribly stigmatising mental illness instead of listening and educating themselves on the topic as a whole. Practically glorifying the stigma for all the world to see. It’s all down in how society shows mental illness and how they represent this within the media. People’s ignorance and judgemental comments towards mental health will not change unless the media and society changes how they react to this, awareness is better than what it was before but we still have a long time to go before awareness is seen everywhere. Hope you’re okay❤️

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Ebunny Mc
Ebunny Mc

Pretty sure I got the bpd did combo, so that’s poggers 😎

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Gingers Keto Kitchen
Gingers Keto Kitchen

I had a friend that said, no body liked her, no one wanted to be her friend. All the time, me and our mutual friend would be haning out with her and she would be depressed saying she didnt have friends. She texted me on the daily, and If I didnt respond her I was "Not really" her friend, That I was faking liking her or something like that, if I wasnt with her constantly she thought my friendship was fake. That I didn't "really" like her, or I'd want to be with her always... I invited her to my wedding, but she didn't come because, she didn't recieve a paper invitation, but NO ONE recieved a paper invitation cause we didnt mail invitions. Now I see, she had this. She talked about having this, but she wasnt sure. She thought maybe it was bipolar, but my mom has Bipolar and I could tell the difference and that it wasnt that. I hated how much that she was not abel to accept that I was a serious friend for her, despite my not coming every day to visit her. She was always talking about how she was worthless as well. I tried so hard to re-assure her, to constantly be there for her, to try even if I didnt visit that I would text her, or try and re-assure her that she AT LEAST had a friend in me... Even if she had no other friends, she at least had me, at least one, she could be sure of, but even that wasnt enough... I tried... I really tried...

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aracelis jerez
aracelis jerez

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medicated.deadgirl.walking
medicated.deadgirl.walking

I have BPD and its like.... I will be sitting in bed with my fiance and then all the sudden, its like a switch flipped and I want to self harm. There is maybe the smallest trigger of a TV show or my dog not letting me pet her, and it's crazy to see others explain it

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Grace Walker
Grace Walker

See now, where he says that he told his girlfriend he would kill himself to manipulate her... it's never been manipulation for me. I genuinely tried to kill myself when my ex left me. Repeatedly. Long after he was gone.

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Crocoshark
Crocoshark

I always thought BPD had an unintentionally funny name 'cause it makes it sound like the person is just really boring. "That guy barely has any personality . . . He's just on the border of having any personality whatsoever!"

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Ned Hesser
Ned Hesser

I love that Anthony‘s disclaimer was more than just “I am not a doctor and I’m not responsible for you“ to actually effectively telling people “I care enough about your mental health that I don’t want you to go into a rabbit hole over a YouTube video, so please talk to a professional“ - like dude, you are doing great things for the world.

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